I'm moving. To the big city near where my parents live and my birth place.
And you wonder: how did you come to that conclusion?
Well, I'm tired of this city, not doing too much. I don't have a lot of friends here and if I want to continue to study religions I can easily do so in this new city. Plus my family needs some help and I miss my friends.
And then of course the obvious: My Love and I have decided not to marry. All is still good Thank God but we have realized we would not make the best pair. I cannot be the type of Muslim he needs. I'm not even sure if I can be a Muslim, that will take years to know. And due to some circumstances, he does not have years to get married. Its now or never. So I choose friendship and God Willing that is the right choice for both of us.
I will continue to study, the blog will continue but it may evolve and change as I change. RTV will still go on as well. Visit the RTV blog to read about its changes HERE.
I pray for the best for both of us. And that I can learn how to drive again. I'm so terrified of driving. Really, its ridiculous. But that is another post.
Salaam.
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Thanks for letting us know where you are at in life now. Hugs!
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ReplyDeleteMy keyboard is broken so it has taken me awhile to comment. I think this will be a good transition for you. It seems like you have definitely been dealing with a lot, and the support of your family will be huge. It is hard to love someone that you can't really be with, but I pray that you will find peace in your decision.
ReplyDeleteI pray that you both find peace with your decision. I haven't always been Muslim, so I've experienced ended relationships before, and know that it's not always easy, even when you know it's the right thing to do.
ReplyDeleteI hope God always continues to guide you on your quest of "enlightenment," for lack of a better term. :)